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But I am glad to say that I am still in control of myself and my emotions are in good conditions. There was no single feeling like I was really missing something I can not do without.
So in the past few days now I resumed to gamble and could still maintain those conscious and responsible gambling person.
If you can gamble consciously and responsibly, then of course it is good, but always be careful not to become addicted to gambling like this. Because people from situations like yours gradually become addicted to gambling. Those who gamble recklessly and gamble on credit quickly run after more gambling to recover their money, which eventually leads to them becoming addicted to gambling. So I would say that as you are now, you should hold yourself back and gamble responsibly. Moreover, I would also like to say that you should change your gambling habits because this type of gambling will eventually put you in danger.