You should already be thankful you hit that kind of high multiplier as not everyone gets to experience that. When I play slots, I usually just bet small since I know it’s mostly just luck, and chances are I’m just wasting money. Even if I get lucky, I don’t expect to win big. I gotta say, you’re a risk taker.

whatever you're feeling right now, you’ll get used to it. That’s just how gambling is, more losses than wins.
So when the losing streaks come, it shouldn’t really surprise us anymore.