I'll ask you, since your first experience, are you quitting trading entirely again, or you are planing to coming in stronger than before.
I had to pause for a while because I felt I don't even ha e a moderate knowledge about it. Getting to read about different candlestick patterns and chart predictions... I still have a long way to go, but I'm giving myself alot of time to learn because I know in a long run, I'll come back as a trader not as a novice anymore.
Trust me, just quit it. You've learnt all you can and had all the experience you will ever need. The only feeling left for you right now, if you're honest, is you want to do better. But you won't. I still keep in touch with trading after quitting, still like reading the news but without depositing any more to trade other than here and there doing some rando shitcoin for a few dollars.
I think once you start doing a few years of quitting, and instead using the time spent on improving yourself in other aspects (plus go do DCA) you'll realize as I did, you gain SO much more as a person.