As long as I was able to gamble in a disciplined manner, I never felt like this. If I ever started gambling in a disorderly manner and lost my self-control, then I would definitely think like this. It is necessary for an addicted gambler to think like this. If you can feel like this, then I can say that you have achieved the first step of self-correction. Addiction to gambling is always a negative aspect, addicted gamblers must think that gambling is negatively affecting their lives.