Having 10% Bitcoin holding is not that bad, at least for a beginner and you know, you can increase your holding as time goes on and how well you can tolerate the risk. Meeting up with family responsibility should always come first before investment. Don't be aggressive with investment and abandon your responsibility. What matters is getting started and you're already one step ahead.

Btw, your forum Rank doesn't matter, what matters is how you make use of the rank. In some cases, lower rank account make intelligent discussion than some other high rank users. There's always a chance to grow if you're willing to.