Bitcoin is only 21 million and the population is over 9 billion if you hold $500 in Bitcoin you have more Bitcoin than a good number of the world population as crazy as it may sound.
If you keep crying about why you did not know about Bitcoin during that Gavin's faucet you will keep wasting your time, the guys who bought pizza with ten thousand Bitcoin is still being laughed at. We won't live in the past because soon Bitcoin would be at 200k and then we would say there was a time when Bitcoin was at 100k. No loose guard spend more time in accumulating than reminiscing about the past or what could have been.