This is why we should gamble with an amount we can afford to lose. Otherwise, we'll end up with the same situation as the OP, where losses disrupt all the more important activities in your life, even harming your health. It's terrifying, but that's what happens when someone is addicted; it's truly difficult.
Honestly, I don't remember the exact amount I lost, but it's likely small, probably less than $50, as gambling with just $1 is enough to fill my free time.
The point is, I hope you, OP, can quickly change your approach to a more minimal one, especially in terms of the amount you bet. Don't you realize by now that aggressive gambling can lead to many disasters? So, the only way is to change your approach.
Honestly, I don't remember the exact amount I lost, but it's likely small, probably less than $50, as gambling with just $1 is enough to fill my free time.
The point is, I hope you, OP, can quickly change your approach to a more minimal one, especially in terms of the amount you bet. Don't you realize by now that aggressive gambling can lead to many disasters? So, the only way is to change your approach.