That's the most important thing of it all.
You will get them next time or somewhere where you would like the process even more.
Why didn't you enjoy it, though?
Well, there is no excitement if you focus on wagering only without real gambling. The possible outcome is known if you continue to place bets on a 1.01x payout. You will lose a couple of bets, and you won't be able to recover the loss with your winning bets. You can wager a lot, but you won't be able to recover and win something by playing like this. So, I wanted to make it entertaining for myself and wager simultaneously.
Sometimes you will win, and sometimes you will lose. That is how gambling works. If you accept the loss and place bets on a 1.01x payout, that is up to you. I also do it, but I don't enjoy it. I believe other real gamblers feel the same as I do.