Because of this, I just want to return what I lost and it starts to spin like a funnel, we are drawn more and more into the game because of this.
I had the same experience. My very first time trying out a casino turned out to be the most successful. I’ve never won that much again, even though I tried more than once afterward. Unfortunately, during that first time, I ended up losing everything I had won including my initial deposit. But the fact that it was my biggest win ever is something that really stuck in my memory.
some say that if you have such a good win you should leave the casino and never come back
there's a really good book on the subject about Dostoyevsky, a known gambler, he used to bet a lot on the roullette
the book is thrilling and goes through ups and downs but the main character mentions often the need to have the correct moment to bet, the moment where lady luck is smiling at you and then you can carry a win streak and leave