My posts have been deleted by forum moderators a couple of times, probably because it was off topic and I always try to see the thread where I made the comment that was deleted but it seems like once your comment is deleted you can never see it again, I got a pm that my post was deleted by forum moderator and I have been trying to see the thread and my comment to see what i did wrong and learn from it but everything just disappears without any trace.

My question now is, how do I find my post that was deleted and how do I find the thread where I made the post?