What stopped me from doing "stupid things"? Well, I can't say that I didn't do them. On the contrary, I did them in large quantities, because I didn't think about the consequences. Everything stopped because I started getting threats from collectors and banks, from whom I borrowed money to continue gambling. I was so carried away by all this that I didn't even have time to think about those close to me who would also face this. Everything was automatic. I immersed myself in this world head-on and didn't want to notice anything else. Everything went so far that I had to take emergency measures.