everyone wants a job, a safe salary by the end of the month by selling your limited time here in this earth
truth is few are the ones who want to take risks and end the month without knowing how much they'll have
but at the end of the day
what is the best option?
to have safety and comfort or to go on an adventure, fully trusting your skill in making it and providing for your own life?
Life doesn't work according to what you want, life works according to what you can and are willing to do. Good job isn't about risks too. When I was young, I always thought that hard work and a good portfolio was everything but that's not true, who you know is the real deal. I know people who are dumb but are from good families with good connections and have a very good life. I also know many people who were very talented and hard-working but being from poor families with no connections, made their life very hard and closed many doors where they had potential to shine.
The best option is to get connections. Invest in a good GYM, you can get lots of very good connections from there. Attend to local meetups, don't be shy with new people and slowly you'll gain someone's attention and then everything depends on you.