If you want to succeed in trading, look for a decent strategy (Youtube can help), then learn it very well by taking notes. The proceed to any broker and create a demo account which you will use to test the strategy you just learnt. Test it until you see that it is working properly then write out all the steps to take when trading with that strategy like the entry criteria, the stop loss, the take profits and the targeted RR. If you have done this, test it again in the demo account and see if it will help your equity to grow, if yes then fund your account with amount you are willing to lose and trade it without fear.