I started on the wrong note. Some of my neighbours were making good money from gambling. When I inquired two they were wining these game, they said they had access to rigged games. Out of greed, I used an amount that I cannot afford to lose to gamble. At the end I lost the game but I kept trying.  Chasing losses and gambling for money became my style until I discovered that it was solely for entertainment. My gambling experience has been responsible now, and I now play for fun and don't chase losses anymore.