My mother's death hits like a fcking truck.
Don't know if i will recover from this tragic loss.
Mourning period will be long.
Canceled my citytrip to Berlin.
Trying to find some distraction.
It's understandable that you're feeling overwhelmed right now. Use your friends for support and don't stop doing things that might give you some joy - I'm almost certain your mother would not have wanted that for you.