I never heard any story where a person is aggressively putting money into gambling and in the end winning any good amount from it  We will always find gamblers losing from these conditions. Many people will do the same as you are doing right now: either take a break from gambling (which is a good decision, in my opinion) or continue to put more money in, hoping for a win (this may be termed revenge gambling) and hoping to recover the losses. This way one will lose money than winning and this should not be done.

When you return to gambling, ensure that you do not risk more in each game so that the loss does not make you feel like you have lost a significant portion of your money (portfolio).