I have lost so much on gambling and I would want us to be very careful when gambling for the money because there is no free money outside there. If we want to gamble, we should do it with discipline so we don't end up losing everything we owned or our entire capital due to the motive to gamble and make a lot of money.
Not every gambler is going to be successful which is why we should never take gambling too seriously because we could loses everything that we owned. There is always a way to gamble profitably and we should not hesitate to take consciousness.
I am so really sorry, Wakate. You need to be strong and understand where the problem was. Mistakes aren't entirely bad if you learn from them so you don't make them again.
No one is exempt from mistakes, what makes us true men (and women) is the fact that we get back up.