if i had been handed fuck you money in my late 20s even early 30s i would now be broke, addicted to everything, in jail, or dead. ie.. total waste, except for the brief time i would of been LIT to the point my brain just broke. doubtful id like it afterwards though, so glad it didnt happen

but the same fuck you money in my mid 40s would of been actually used ... well "mostly better" any way lol as i would likely live through it and gain enough knowledge to go more or less ok from there.