...Between 2009 and 2011, I was actively surfing the internet on public internet services. At that time, during the early days of Bitcoin's launch, there were many faucet websites giving away Bitcoin, and I was one of those who received it. At the time, I was also very young and didn't understand what investing, let alone Bitcoin, was. So, I ended up exchanging the Bitcoins I collected, whether from referrals or websites, on Gemscool, an online gaming website, due to my lack of understanding of investing at the time...
Don't worry about what can't be fixed. And you weren't alone in failing to recognize the true value of bitcoin. The first thing that comes to mind is how in 2010 Laszlo Heinitz bought two pizzas for 10,000 BTC and now this amount is approximately equivalent to 1 billion dollars. I hope your losses aren't that big)