You are not the only person who regrets not being able to hold on to Bitcoin early. I also had a good amount of Bitcoin at one time but I couldn't hold on to it. It is natural to regret that time. I knew a lot about early Bitcoin and I transacted a good amount of Bitcoin but at that time I didn't think about 2025 or 2030 what the value of Bitcoin would be at that time. I sold them according to the value of Bitcoin at that time and spent it in various ways. When I think back on those fucking days, I get very angry with myself. If I had the Bitcoins I had then, that amount of money would have changed my entire life and I could have spent the rest of my life in retirement from now on.