Everything about badness and goodness or all experiences in gambling is just something that is personal to me. All of these things do not need to be published and does not mean shame to remember or tell the ugliness but personal things are not worthy to be published. And for me things like that are indeed not important to others and will usually be ignored. If possible there are young people who want to find money loans to pursue losses in gambling, I just say thinking back before stepping and no need to tell something that is not important to them.