I don't really remember, but the possibility of losing in 1 bet in the crash game was $400+, in that condition I almost gave up, because that was my last for 1 month of living expenses, I left gambling for almost 1 month and was forced to borrow money for my needs, I just forgot about it
Woah, I feel sorry for you. That was definitely a devastating experience, and I hope you never go through it again. Many gamblers reach a point where they face something like this. If you really can’t stop yourself, you’ll eventually end up in the same situation. That’s why it’s so important to have strong willpower, discipline, and self control so you don’t ruin yourself. It’s easier said than done, but if you persist, at least you can avoid ending up in such a hard situation.