Our country people once said that  enjoy today forget tomorrow so you don't necessarily need to be asking all this questions, and sure so Long as you're still breathing definitely you must struggle hard. remember you have awaiting responsibility to take care of, I'm sure you have some responsibility you're taking care of already just that it might not be that much than the ones you're going to face in the future. So haven't known this so what did you expect? Are you going to stay back and be watching other peoples struggling? What if your kids is craving for food what will you do then? So this are the things you need to consider. But while struggling in other to get your daily bread is advised not to over do it because too much of everything leads to one problem or the other.