I swear whenever I hold any Bitcoin it loses value instantaneously, it never makes profit anytime recently. I traded for $300 worth today and it went down $15 per Bitcoin within an hour! It's fucking aggravating.
Why can't it go up for once?
For me:
When it goes up HODL.When it goes down buy more.
For you, I would suggest you do like I told my grandkids who gave me money to buy some bitcoins for them. They kept asking me how their investments are doing. I told them not to ask anymore till the end of this year.
I suggest the same for you. Go do something else and forget about Bitcoin. Check on Xmas day for your present.