Due to the nature of this post,I think it would be viable if we all could get some coins together to get to this man. He doesn't deserve to end because of some silly 0.95BTC. I've lost 4.2BTC and I understand the pain, I wanted to cry extremely hard and end it all... I managed to get to 35BTC with it, until busting in two hard bets of 19 and 13BTC. Money isn't everything, and you (if you are still watching this thread) should know that.

Post your address, and I'm sure you might end up getting some donations to help you out.  Your story is very touching, and only a psychotic person could come up with this kind of story.