I want to change because I have a family, and obviously this cuts into my ability to have a fulfilling relationship. I need professional help, but cannot afford it at this time. I am not happy with it at all, but it's like a drug addition, I can't control it. The funny thing is, drugs are not addicting in any way to me. I've tried them all, and don't like any of them. Sex is literally my drug of choice.

Also sorry guys for the show responses. I am limited to posting every six minutes, and don't know how to multi quote. If some one wants to pm me how to multiple that would be welcomed.