Seriously man, WoW, I feel bad for you, But you know what? If I were you I would only blame myself !
Who listens to people - I learned one rule in my life - THERE IS NO EASY MONEY.
I hope you put it all behind and learned the lesson (When you lose - Don't lose the lesson).
I also have a twitter account - NO I don't recommend you to buy anything I say - NO I don't charge money or anything - Not anon or anything and I don't have a close group
But I have about 12 years trading experience and thought maybe you can follow me and learn a thing or two about trading coins and trading in general, Good luck. You can follow me @kobi514