I updated my
journal with a new entry and some resources for visit to a psychiatric crisis walk-in center today and other things. My therapist referred me to go there this last Tuesday. I was prescribed Paroxetine Hydrochloride for depression and Risperidone for mental/mood disorder, though the doctor specifically indicated that the latter medicine was for the nibble sensations. O_O I feel as if he did not understand that I wanted to be treated for the nibbling sensations and not for mental or psychological concerns.

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resourcesResearching
Paroxetine, I see:
General side effects are mostly present during the first 14 weeks while the body acquires a tolerance to the drug, although once this happens, withdrawal can cause a rebound effect with symptoms re-emerging in an exaggerated form for very long periods of time.
Many psychoactive medications can cause withdrawal symptoms upon discontinuation from administration.
Evidence has shown that paroxetine has among the highest incidence rates and severity of withdrawal syndrome of any medication of its class.
Common withdrawal symptoms for paroxetine include nausea, dizziness, lightheadedness and vertigo; insomnia, nightmares and vivid dreams; feelings of electricity in the body, as well as crying and anxiety.
Paroxetine prescribing information posted at GlaxoSmithKline now acknowledges the occurrence of a discontinuation syndrome, including serious discontinuation symptoms.
This scares me and reinforces that which I despise medication. I do not trust taking that particular medication.
Researching
Risperidone I see:
that it seems okay mostly. Is there anything that I should be concerned about? I am still hesitant to start taking it though. =/ My concern is more relative to the nibble sensations than that of depression or mental disorder. I would rather first cure/resolve these nibbling sensations.