I've lost half my money. I bought at .018. I'm fucking losing my mind. I have debt collectors calling my cell. IDK how the fuck they even got the number. I JUST NEED TO GET A LITTLE AHEAD. I DONT WANT TO GET RICH I JUST WANT TO NOT BE DROWNING!  

I tried so hard to remain calm but I'm losing it... I can't calm down.. FUCK...

I applied for 3 jobs over the last 2 months, 2 interviews, no luck. I honestly feel like the world is kicking me repeatedly in the face.

FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!