Litoshi, have you studied complexity theory, like chaos and fractal market theory? Taleb, Mandelbrot, and Edgar Peters have written some good books on the subject. Your outlook is very similar to my own.
Not in a formal way, like going to Stanford.
Twenty some years ago I realized that by watching TV, I was allowing others to do my thinking for me. I got rid of the damn thing and spent more time on the net. Surprising how one article of interest can link to others and still others that can occupy my free time for weeks, but coming away with increased knowledge and insight and a lot to ponder.
That of course leads to more research, more links and leads, and some drift into other areas.