Since kid, instinctively I have always felt the right to private property and there is nothing wrong in amassing wealth.
But somewhere down the line, I was fooled by pseudo altruistic politicians into buying their ideologies which included
socialism.. there were days I believed wealth is evil...

Ever since I got involved with
bitcoins... my ideology is slowly changing back from being pro
Socialism to pro
Libertarianism...

regretting every minute with tears...
But feel happy and
Liberated when I think about the pleasures of
Personal wealth..Going to amass wealth.
Its like returning back to your instincts and that truly feels liberated.
Are you having such changes?
i dont really know where you thought socialism was the correct way to do things. honestly it is good that you learned otherwise. as we point to any socialist country and for the most part they have a dictator or group of people who run things and call it "socialism". see, the way people operate there will never be a 100% socialist party. unless you count what germany had and killing people and having wars to maintain it. the united socialist movement and what not.