I'm not the one making delusional judgments, I'm speaking of the true state of existence.
I actually scolded people who I thought projected irresponsibly at you, but in speaking directly with you.
You are fundamentally exhausting... The level of total denial you live in exacerbates the addictions which you use to distract you from your emotional damage.
I will no longer attempt to assist you in seeing your total lack of emotional responsibility.. Good luck to you