Op will profit very much at the end if the hodl well. 
OP is now homeless, his family hates him and his friends think he is a retard.I'd kill myself in that position. Wonder if the HODL memes will be funny when price is sub $100.
God damn delusional ostriches.
OP, your father is rolling in his grave what a dumb son he had.
All he needs to do is hold, everyone told him that there would be a despair phase! Bitcoin is going nowhere but up!
Because past performance indicates future performance amirite?