In the beginning there was the word...
...and the word was with god...
                                           ...and the word wás GOD.

As a kid I did not believe in this god I was thought in school I had to believe in.
 Although I was intensely enjoying the miracle of creation.
Told my teacher,that became furious about it, that I would refuse to be a believer,
untill some one could convince me that this god really exists.
 Never before and after I made a man as angry as he was.
I simply hád to be a believer was his opinion.

 Finally did say; If God has the slightest interest in me believing in Him,
He will have to make me convinced me by Himself.

And yes,He did.