I can only hope that this thread is your way of asking for help with your condition, Mr.Bitty, and I can only hope that you get the help you need.
Reality is not such a bad thing!
Of course, you have done this to others, so, nothing to personally take note of here. I am sorry for you.Is not my fault you don't want to accept God in your life.
You should take it very personally. You've had some sort of psychotic break and you can't tell reality from fantasy/ truth from lies.
JeeZ! You believe the blood of dead people absolve guilt and snakes can talk and virgins can bear children!