Experiencing egodeath is not something you plan out or do when you're in the mood.
It's the most divine experience the universe has to offer. How can one become everything, all frequencies together, infinite white light and love, and not believe in god?
First of all, that's nothing like the experience of egodeath. It feels like a sneeze when you're thinking about your favourite gal, only 42 times better.
Second, you don't need to believe in a false god to experience egodeath - in fact such negative thoughts hinder your ability. All you need is a soul to keep your body alive as your ego dies, and a full stomach.
Finally, I do experience egodeath when I'm in the mood. I experienced it last night from 11am to around 6am this morning. Then I laid in bed for another couple hours thinking about what I had experienced. Might do it again tonight if I'm alone.
dank, I strongly urge you to pay your debt, get your soul back, and experience egodeath for yourself. It's neat.
