It's just really hard when you're homeless and due to your beliefs, tendency to share the unknown and failure of one transaction out of over 100, no one will loan to you.
This makes no sense. How can your beliefs stop you from earning some 'blood money', yet you welcome any free 'blood money' with welcome arms???
If this is true, sorry, but your beliefs aren't worth jack, laughable at best.
That's the best path. Then I can repay squall while not deterring from my journey to organize the music festival.
There will be no festival. It's not a path, just a delusional excuse.
I'm reaching enlightenment, dreams are becoming very real, I can see them faintly before I fall asleep, though I still lose consciousness. Anyone can do this, you just need a healthy brain and some will power.
I don't want to do it. This doesn't sound at all like a healthy brain. Years of drug abuse have turned your mind to useless jelly with their delusions and empty false promises.
Besides, who needs money when you can go to heaven every night and create worlds with your mind? Sounds like a pretty fair trade-off.
Yeah it's called dreaming, been doing it since I was a kid. How is this related to finance?
Step 1: Create some ludicrous, extreme, unattainable (but ethical!) goal and state that it is your life mission.
Step 2: Do whatever you want, whenever you want.
Step 3: When challenged, claim the moral high ground (e.g. "But I'm trying to save the world! How is that selfish?!" This allows you to shoot down anyone who challenges you. It's the ultimate self-handicap -- try to do the impossible, and then claim a good faith effort for attemping to do what no one else will! The only difference here is that those of sound mind know that saving the world by yourself is unattainable and insane while Dank uses it as his refuge from guilt and shame.
Dank could murder his parents, rape an entire day care, and overdose himself to paralysis, and he would just explain it all away by saying something like, "Yeah, well saving the world isn't easy, you know. But at least I tried. Sometimes things happen that aren't expected."
TL;DR: I'm going to pretend that I'm Jesus so, in case I ever make a mistake, I can just explain it away by pointing out that nobody really knows how difficult it is being responsible for saving the souls of humanity.