MAYBE I AM INSANE AND MAYBE I DO NEED HELP BUT THAT HELP WILL COME FROM THE POWER OF BITCOIN
You still have the cap locks key on, which means you are still screaming in our ears and it is difficult reading text when every letter is capitalized. This is internet 101.
Hey, in all sincerity I am concerned for your mental well being. I probably agree with much of your politics but you need to first focus on seeking some counseling through a friend, family member, or third party because you are clearly going through some problems right now.
Let us know how we can help if you have no family members or friends you can speak to.