I can see that you really are trying to be helpful. I prefer to see you this way than to see you when you are angry. Keep posting your ideas and continue to be optimistic.
I was posting my other reply so that you would know that somebody is seeing you and to let you know we are busy with some other things for just a bit longer.
Just trying to be helpful, and dont mean to sound so forward. Putting ideas out, and hoping others will share ideas to keep the forum active and having everyone Communicating. I know you need time and am not trying to be pushy.