I am so sorry to hear about all your troubles. Life can be harsh, but it is a school: everything in our lives will teach us and make us stronger.
I can not help by giving you money. I don't think it would be real help. Remember that only you can help always yourself, with your efforts and will to succeed.
Please do your best and you will succeed, and later you will remember this stage in your life as a learning passage!
My best wishes for you.