I believe you come across as impatient because I can tell you invest and you are hoping to receive your money quickly or you invest money that, if you lose, could put you in financial difficulty. I believe this is one of the reasons why people have always advised investing only as much as we can afford to lose. Although I think it's your decision to buy at any price, I can see that you have done so as a Bitcoin investor.
Or someone who is learning how to invest in Bitcoin successfully, which is not the way it should be, I suggest you go and learn more about Bitcoin investment, such as when to invest and how the price fluctuates.