We all don't have a secured future, we can't know what happen next to our chapter so bitcoin is not exempted on that. You made a good risky investment, life is full of uncertainty and those who have the will to take the risk for sure will succeed. Bitcoin is not clear only to those haters and fudster, but for those who made a lot of risky investment with bitcoin for sure they believe that there's a hidden gem with bitcoin. We all take risk, and the OP is one of those who trusted bitcoin will all of his life.