Thank you, very wise advice !
Maybe i really try to talk, some more times, with Mr. Kaparal, but when i look his eyes, when he has a "out" like a reset, and look at me, like first time see me, i wanna keep stress away from him.
But shure, bit more looking around, will help !
Repeating, a BIG THANKs for all help, i follow all instructions, i can become here.
And maybe some more reading, and understanding of the material, will help also.