You have to ask yourself why you trade in your heart. If your passion is on the return (e.g. money or reputation) I suggest you quitting it. There are lots of activities you can do to earn all these returns. Trading is not the sole way and I may say it is the hardest way.

If you are passionate on the game or on trading, take a step back for a while. I believe after a short while you will get inspired again and keep on moving on the road.

I always take mathematicians as a metaphor of being a trader: if you are good at it someone will eventually pay you to work on it in your whole life. But before that, you must be really passionate in it first. You may not find an actual linkage to the world (actually lots of mathematical theories have no practical usage!) but you know you engage into it.

For retail traders, in most cases you are trading against the house/FX dealer. They do everything they can to eat up all your money, i.e. huge bid/ask spread in volatile periods, spiking the price if you placed stop loss order, giving you a huge margin. There is nearly no way to trade in a relatively fair FX exchange unless you go into brokerage firm to trade in CME. Fair game does not apply on retail players in FX market.

I can see a fairer market in crpytocurrency exchanges. If you are thinking of security, just think of in real market the security or credit risk is transferred to the cost of exchange fee. You will be happier to think like this way.