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Thought I'd give an update, took amphetamine for the first time in over 6 months today, it's not something I take a lot because I like sleeping 
. My life has been getting worse and worse, more isolation, people only come over to buy, maybe stay for a joint then leave. All old friends except a few has more or less quit the contact with me, getting more and more depressed (sleep for 17 hours some days). To those of you thinking of relapsing; dont!
On the positive I'm getting more and more experience from this life so hopefully I'll get sick of it soon enough and go to another home ("positive").. Right now I am just switching drugs day by day trying to find something that I can function on (aka self-medication, I am not fooling myself though I use more than self medication) and I've quit the Subutex, for now anyway. Was clean from opi for 14 days, used Lyrica (Pregabalin) instead, then on day 15 I took 40mg of Methadone, thinking just going to use this once.. Day 1 was fine, day 2 buy 2 liters of beer get fucked with more benso in the mix. Nice nod, had one of those deep breaths but I think I may have started imagining them as more dangerous than they are sometimes - either way dumb fuck mix.
Nice feeling back, and on way to order it the 2nd day when it was getting out of my system and I were getting chills and diarréa again (which symptoms by the way had become much better, the hard part was done), so transferred money to a drugsite to order more, but stopped myself in the last second. Methadone will be the death of me if I keep going and I know this because in order to start dozing off I need large doses and to mix with alcohol which is very dangerous. During rehab I came to find out I should have been dead at least 40 times, and there are propably times I don't remember - mixing alcohol+benz+methadone recklessly without tolerance to neither alcohol or opiates, always at least 40mg and VERY MUCH BEER, like 3 people would get drunk from that... And those are the times I remember, propably woken up, taken breath and then fallen asleep and forgot about it a lot. Lucky to be alive is an understatement.
Tried swapping the benso that I always take every day when using, 2 years before rehab, now 3-4 months - for Tramadol, but Tramadol gives me a hard time falling asleep so gonna try something else.. I know I need to go to a home but I also know that I will relapse if I do.
If the social services finds out I've been mixing methadone+alcohol again they will lock me up in a rehab home with bars on the windows for half a year.
TLDR; Life is shitty right now, isolated and can't really find myself the right path.
. My life has been getting worse and worse, more isolation, people only come over to buy, maybe stay for a joint then leave. All old friends except a few has more or less quit the contact with me, getting more and more depressed (sleep for 17 hours some days). To those of you thinking of relapsing; dont!On the positive I'm getting more and more experience from this life so hopefully I'll get sick of it soon enough and go to another home ("positive").. Right now I am just switching drugs day by day trying to find something that I can function on (aka self-medication, I am not fooling myself though I use more than self medication) and I've quit the Subutex, for now anyway. Was clean from opi for 14 days, used Lyrica (Pregabalin) instead, then on day 15 I took 40mg of Methadone, thinking just going to use this once.. Day 1 was fine, day 2 buy 2 liters of beer get fucked with more benso in the mix. Nice nod, had one of those deep breaths but I think I may have started imagining them as more dangerous than they are sometimes - either way dumb fuck mix.
Nice feeling back, and on way to order it the 2nd day when it was getting out of my system and I were getting chills and diarréa again (which symptoms by the way had become much better, the hard part was done), so transferred money to a drugsite to order more, but stopped myself in the last second. Methadone will be the death of me if I keep going and I know this because in order to start dozing off I need large doses and to mix with alcohol which is very dangerous. During rehab I came to find out I should have been dead at least 40 times, and there are propably times I don't remember - mixing alcohol+benz+methadone recklessly without tolerance to neither alcohol or opiates, always at least 40mg and VERY MUCH BEER, like 3 people would get drunk from that... And those are the times I remember, propably woken up, taken breath and then fallen asleep and forgot about it a lot. Lucky to be alive is an understatement.
Tried swapping the benso that I always take every day when using, 2 years before rehab, now 3-4 months - for Tramadol, but Tramadol gives me a hard time falling asleep so gonna try something else.. I know I need to go to a home but I also know that I will relapse if I do.
If the social services finds out I've been mixing methadone+alcohol again they will lock me up in a rehab home with bars on the windows for half a year.
TLDR; Life is shitty right now, isolated and can't really find myself the right path.
I do not use but I do have an addictive personality. I have had a few broken bones and I dont even mess with the pain pills because they feel so damn good I can understand the reasoning about being hooked on them. My question is this, I have had a few friends and unfortunetly family members go downt he opiate road. Do you think Suboxone/Subutex is a viable option or it is just replacing something bad with something else?
Re: Ebola will come if airlines will not stop to fly to Africa
Everyone says it is fine having flights come from Africa but would you want to be on a plane where 1/3 of passengers are connecting from Africa?
Hell no.
We have seen a lack of disregard for the safety of others with ebola patients.
1 upper government guy from Nigera killed atleast 5-8 people.
Duncan infected 2 nurses and said he hadn't had contact with any ebola victims.
All it take's is 1 dude from Africa flying here passing out on the plane a few people touching him to wake him up ect.
Then he gets off sweating, ebolad the fuck out, touching shit at the airport coughing exchanging items.
Then he goes to the hospital sits in the waiting room, has contact with people.
God forbid he doesnt make it to the hospital and lays down on the side of the road like you see in Africa and passes. People shake him hey man you good, ambulance comes and grabs him.
or he dies in house after infecting everyone there.
I mean its messed up but you are literally one pump away from infecting hundreds. You and your girl get down, you transfer it, she takes care of the kids they get sick they go to school with ebola. Little kids put shit in their mouths, eat boogers all that junk, they infect other kids and so on.
Then all the people who had contact with him go home, touch their friends and family.
This is how epidemics start.
Even if they didnt have contact with anyone with ebola, they could still have ebola.
Did you have any contact with anyone suffering from ebola?
"no but I ate 5 bats, 3 rats and an ape leg."
If your a US citizen working with DWOB or a Soldier you get quarantined. If your a civilian well dont go to Africa or you have to get cleared to go and you need to be quarantined when you get back.
If your from Africa well you are more than welcome to come back or visit after this epidemic is over.
Hell no.
We have seen a lack of disregard for the safety of others with ebola patients.
1 upper government guy from Nigera killed atleast 5-8 people.
Duncan infected 2 nurses and said he hadn't had contact with any ebola victims.
All it take's is 1 dude from Africa flying here passing out on the plane a few people touching him to wake him up ect.
Then he gets off sweating, ebolad the fuck out, touching shit at the airport coughing exchanging items.
Then he goes to the hospital sits in the waiting room, has contact with people.
God forbid he doesnt make it to the hospital and lays down on the side of the road like you see in Africa and passes. People shake him hey man you good, ambulance comes and grabs him.
or he dies in house after infecting everyone there.
I mean its messed up but you are literally one pump away from infecting hundreds. You and your girl get down, you transfer it, she takes care of the kids they get sick they go to school with ebola. Little kids put shit in their mouths, eat boogers all that junk, they infect other kids and so on.
Then all the people who had contact with him go home, touch their friends and family.
This is how epidemics start.
Even if they didnt have contact with anyone with ebola, they could still have ebola.
Did you have any contact with anyone suffering from ebola?
"no but I ate 5 bats, 3 rats and an ape leg."
If your a US citizen working with DWOB or a Soldier you get quarantined. If your a civilian well dont go to Africa or you have to get cleared to go and you need to be quarantined when you get back.
If your from Africa well you are more than welcome to come back or visit after this epidemic is over.
Lack of accountability is the issue. Police always fall back on trying to say their job is so dangerous, and civilians wouldn't understand, but this is just a guilt trip tactic to distract you from persisting with holding police accountable for their negligence or active criminal activity. They have it made right now. In some states you can't even sue the police! They have total immunity. In any line of work, no accountability means there will be problems. When peoples lives are on the line this lack of accountability is unacceptable. Furthermore this lack of accountability has been turned into a for profit industry as police run roughshod over the generally law abiding population to fatten their pension funds, or so they can drive dodge chargers with camouflage vinyls and American flags on it...
I agree 100% with this. I think the police need to be held accountable for their actions and their decisions. I think they should be given the benefit of the doubt when they are forced to make split second decisions, however their decisions need to be documented as well as the information they used to make such decisions. The only way to really document this is for the police to wear body camera (see your previous post in this thread)This is the truth, every major incident usually ends with paid leave and "we found no misconduct".
If police officers were held more accountable for their actions like the average civilian that they go after, then things amy be a bit different.
I punch someone I got to jail, they beat the shit out of a guy and get to go on vacation.
You should not connect to a web wallet nor run a full node via tor. It is generally safe to look at a block explorer via tor as well to push a TX to the network via tor (you can use a number of block explorers doing this). You can use a number of services to sign a TX that you can push to the network that is created offline
Someone sent me this as a recomendation
Check the SSL certificate fingerprint
Does anyone know how to do this?
Shits insane, I bet its nerve racking owning a dice site.
One day your up 500 btc then next day a whale starts hitting bit and your -1400btc.
Insane absolutely insane.
He needs to cash out and buy an island.
One day your up 500 btc then next day a whale starts hitting bit and your -1400btc.
Insane absolutely insane.
He needs to cash out and buy an island.
Re: DO NOT TRADE WITH ALABAMAFAN1 - someone changed my password!
I traded with him yesterday , quick and easy feedback seemed fine.
Today well I traded again before people knew the account was hacked .
Lost .5
Be nice to get some back...
Using same names and passwords on Btc sites is kinda irresponsible , especially if your buyng / selling
If he's pretending that it was hacked and try's to chargeback my first trade I know his personal details but I believe he was careless and was hijacked
Today well I traded again before people knew the account was hacked .
Lost .5
Be nice to get some back...
Using same names and passwords on Btc sites is kinda irresponsible , especially if your buyng / selling
If he's pretending that it was hacked and try's to chargeback my first trade I know his personal details but I believe he was careless and was hijacked
If you have his name and info I imagine with a bit of sluething you could find out if the two are the same. This could be very well why he is playing the I got ahcked card... because some people have his info.
I will see if I can dig up the other acct.
EDit KOS acct
https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?action=profile;u=87310
If you got any reasonable alt coin as collateral you will surely get your loan.
I dont really mess with altcoin, I would transfer some BTC into it but I dont really want to mess with other wallets and all that stuff.
I think Quick is gonna help me, just gonna escrow my acct as collateral.
I know the laptop wont compare but why not just ditch the gaming desktop and get a top quality gaming laptop.
Seems kind of a waste to have both.
If you need a laptop that can you can write code ona nd do video ect you wont be able to cheap on it.
Really what it comes down to is the B word.... Budget.
What is it?
Seems kind of a waste to have both.
If you need a laptop that can you can write code ona nd do video ect you wont be able to cheap on it.
Really what it comes down to is the B word.... Budget.
What is it?