Alright Zangelbert...
Here it is.
You just don't understand physics. The concepts are not easy and cannot easily be explained well with words. When they are described strange words like 'want' and 'feel' or 'see' are used to explain phenomena that formula explain better and more completely. What you are doing is called misapplying.
You also shat on physics saying that engineering is what actually accomplishes things like cell phones, gps, etc etc. I am an engineer--an electrical engineer in fact--who is very much involved in the creation of electronic devices. Electrons, like light, also have a wave-particle duality (as do all things). Take for example a tunneling diode. In this device, electrons wavefunction (as described by Schrodingers equation) extends through an impenetrable barrier. Here, electrons will behave like waves and sometimes, miraculously, show up at the other side of the barrier and create a current. These are used ALL THE TIME and are INCREDIBLY PREDICTABLE. Those nonsense equations from physics? Yeah they predicted it.
Or take Carbon Nanotube Transistors. Here, electrons travel via ballistic transport. This means they are like bullets, and much more particle like.
This seemingly opposite behavior does not mean physics are wrong--engineers make things everyday using these equations.
What it means is that you do not have a good enough grasp of the concept.