At first, I thought it's not possible to enjoy gambling even I lose often. But I experienced to be an addicted gambler before, to the point that I use my entire salary just to play. And that's because my goal is to gain huge. But after overcoming such situation, I learned to have self-control and a different mindset when playing.
I can still enjoy gambling even if I lose by using a small amount. The satisfaction is quite different compared to playing a free games. It's more exciting and winning is like an incentives while enjoying the game.