There's been some steady improvements on SporeStack lately. I've caught up on some tech debt, lots more to go.
Working towards offering more Torified flavors as well.
I love my customers a lot. I'm grateful to have any at all. It really isn't enough to sustain me, though.
Sometimes I wonder if SporeStack is worth anything, if someone would want to buy it. It's something always in the back of my head. Can't really unplug for more than 24 hours. Try to reply to customers as soon as possible.
I've moved back in with my parents. Just not making enough on SporeStack to have my own place. Been looking for work and having basically no luck.
One of the few things I don't like about SporeStack is that it isn't really enabling people to be more independent. I guess I like self-hosting more and more. I'd rather see people be able to host servers themselves, maybe out of their own homes. Of course I know the limitations there. It's not straightforward offering reliable services.
I've been slowly trying to pull off of 3rd party services. Hosting my own code, shifting slowly off Github. Having all the source code I need on hand.
I have a lot of ideas for SporeStack. Want to have a Javascript-free launcher. Switch it over to being based on FreeBSD. Add back in a Vultr driver.
Just what I really want to do is buy some land up here in Idaho and learn how to live off it. Learn how to make my own clothes, grow my own food, hunt my meat. Once (and if) I can provide for my own existence, then seeing what I actually want to do from there. I'd rather write letters to people than emails, although my handwriting is really terrible.
I've been keeping SporeStack going for over 3 years. It's the first of its kind and thankfully inspired some similar services.
I get tired sometimes. I question how things are going around me. I am finding out my skills are becoming more and more irrelevant in the workforce. Starting to think if I can't get some land, I might have to try being a mechanic. At least I'd be working with my hands.
If I ever were to sell SporeStack, which I'd be really surprised if I did any time soon, I'd really want it to be to someone likeminded and who I could trust. It is pretty special to me and I want my users to be taken care of really well. I hope I'm not losing too much trust with this post. It might be a pipe dream, just might be nice to get out of this line of work for a while. Especially when I can't live on it as it is.
I wake up and get on my laptop. I double check graphs before I go to bed. I find technology fascinating, but I feel more slave to it than master.
It'd be nice to feel at peace without some constant rush of dopamine all the time.
I hope you all are doing well. Thank you for reading.