Hey Tanya,
I can't claim to know what you're going through, I'm sure you're dealing with a lot and the world must feel like its against you.
I just want to remind you that you are loved and that everything you're experiencing is only temporary. This too, shall pass.
Love is the common bond between all humans, its what has allowed humanity to grow from nothing into the prosperous society that we live in today.
Love is a powerful thing and you can't ever forget that it will always be poured into you.
From family, friends, random human beings on the internet. You are loved.
I've lost a good friend to suicide and I wish he had at the very least done what you have done today and reached out to somebody. Anybody.
There is so much turmoil in the back and forth conversations that goes on inside your mind and to get it all out there and just tell someone can be a liberating experience.
In doing so you'll realize that it is a part of the human experience to be hopeful for something better. Use that as your guiding light through this dark period in your life. It will get better.
Please message me if you ever want someone to talk to.
Please don't do something you'll regret, please don't do something that will make others feel regret.
The world is here for you
