Besides the above, you can't read very well, can you. Too much meth, right? Destroyed your abilities to think straight, right?
You said about believing in god, not believing in religion.
Obviously there are next steps to take in religion.
Obviously. Believing in God should prompt you to take the next step... religion, if only to find out if God is your enemy or not. The details of religion are for other topics. This topic is for scientific proofs about God. See https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=737322.msg10718395#msg10718395.
But then your worshipping the man-made religion, not god. Clearly that's the wrong step.